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Journal Entry: Sun May 12, 2013, 11:47 AM

AHAHAH. I am moving to America in July.

I dropped out of uni because, you know what? I bloody well hated it. The course was boring, I didn't find it challenging, I missed the academia, I just... hated it. So I dropped out 8D

Now I don't know what to do. So I've got a job, saved some money, moving to America. See what happens.

This is glorious.

ThornQueen, my ultimate best friend and partner in everything from crime to superheroics, is visiting for three weeks beginning on the 21st. Which is GLORIOUS.

Did you know life doesn't have to be a black tunnel of missed chances and boundaries set by your own stupid decisions as a depressed teenager? Hey, I didn't!! Did you know you can choose not to do things that make you unhappy and have no benefit to you whatsoever? Because it's true!

My life is slotting back into some patterns of happiness from pre-depression days. It's been such a long time, I'd forgotten what it was like to be free of that particular parasite. I'm spending time with people voluntarily, I'm leaving the house voluntarily, I'm actually cooking again and eating cleanly, I'm exercising, I'm reading again, cleaning my room... the only thing left to sort out is art. Because I still haven't recovered my mojo from wherever the past few years have banished it.

But it's in my thoughts a lot lately, so I think perhaps it's growing back?

Life is picking up speed again. It's so beautiful.

Also, "Star Trek Into Darkness" is PHENOMENAL. I was so excited for hours after it that I felt physically sick :XD: Andale! Go see!


  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: "Radioactive" - Imagine Dragons
  • Playing: Tetris
  • Eating: Pie, mmmm, pie
  • Drinking: Water



Artist | Student | Varied
United States
I'm currently studying at university, and I do all kinds of traditional and digital art for my own personal interests... a little less so than before I was at uni ;)

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Atsadifish Mar 30, 2014  Student General Artist
Oh my god. I could not stop smiling. Is it a parody? Is it a joke? Is it slapstick? Is it serious? What is happening??

Well, at least they aren't aliens anymore, like they were planning in the beginning.

Megan Fox? ... Really? Megan Fox?? REALLY??

... And at least it looks like the turtles will have personalities? Unlike certain OTHER FRANCHISES I COULD MENTION.

But it must be asked... if you were trying to create super soldiers to fight a terrorist threat or whatever the hell they were going for... why in the holy fuck would you choose to use TURTLES. TURTLES. Not even freaking TORTOISES. SEA TURTLES. My brain X_x
ThornQueen Mar 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
This is a Mooooooooose.
Atsadifish Mar 23, 2014  Student General Artist
That's a baby?? It's the size of a horse!
ThornQueen Mar 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
It looks like a yearling to me, but that is still very much a baby. Strange that its mother wasn't around. Normally they're inseparable.
ThornQueen Mar 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist

I just about started happy crying when I read the news! Guess where we're staying the night! 8D
Atsadifish Mar 27, 2014  Student General Artist
As long as we can bring weapons and you don't leave my side for a second.…
ThornQueen Mar 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't know what that link had to do with anything, but it made me laugh. XD
Atsadifish Apr 4, 2014  Student General Artist
That was what it had to do with everything, my dear~
ThornQueen Mar 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist

Best use of that song. Ever.
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