AHAHAH. I am moving to America in July.
I dropped out of uni because, you know what? I bloody well hated
it. The course was boring, I didn't find it challenging, I missed the academia, I just... hated it. So I dropped out 8D
Now I don't know what to do. So I've got a job, saved some money, moving to America. See what happens.
This is glorious.*ThornQueen
, my ultimate best friend and partner in everything from crime to superheroics, is visiting for three weeks beginning on the 21st. Which is GLORIOUS.
Did you know life doesn't have to be a black tunnel of missed chances and boundaries set by your own stupid decisions as a depressed teenager? Hey, I didn't!! Did you know you can choose not
to do things that make you unhappy and have no benefit to you whatsoever? Because it's true!
My life is slotting back into some patterns of happiness from pre-depression days. It's been such a long time, I'd forgotten what it was like to be free of that particular parasite. I'm spending time with people voluntarily, I'm leaving the house voluntarily, I'm actually cooking again and eating cleanly, I'm exercising, I'm reading again, cleaning my room... the only thing left to sort out is art. Because I still haven't recovered my mojo from wherever the past few years have banished it.
But it's in my thoughts a lot lately, so I think perhaps it's growing back?
Life is picking up speed again. It's so beautiful.
Also, "Star Trek Into Darkness" is PHENOMENAL. I was so excited for hours after it that I felt physically sick
Andale! Go see!